Patricia Ann Richards (Armstrong)
Dear Classmates,
This is an apology for my somewhat apoplectic offering of 3rd July, 2014.
First of all, apologies to those who don't like the Anglo-Saxonism "Fucked" in a general message to all and sundry. I have to plead living in a country where this particular word is used all too frequently...especially in the theatrical profession to which I once belonged.
And, of course. The country of my birth, to which I owe my first allegiance, is NOT "F****D"...no way, Jose!
But living for the time I have, almost 40 years, in another country, even though that country's language is English, somewhat changes one's perspective...one can be, perhaps a little more objective about the country of one's birth, without being a traitor! Not that the English have cottoned on to consensus...who, except the Nordic countries have???and even they have their "moments"!
And all those commas, exclamation points...etc....obviously not only was I feeling the effects of one tumblerful of "The Famous Grouse" blended Scotch Whisky too many, but was also exercised by the memory of that horrible day...something I remember like it was yesterday...in spite of the fact that I cannot remember if I followed the leader (of men and women!) Nancy Crumbine out into the hall....and then where did we go...I don't remember being herded into the gym. But memory is a very fallible thing.
Just an additional note on that whole weekend...on that Saturday I was scheduled to do an audition with "The Cleveland Messiah Chorus"...my "party piece was " Rejoice, Rejoice Greatly...oh Daughters of Zion"" and I was a shoo-in...nobody could sing those coloratura passages as accurately as I could! or the slow mid section with as much " feeling" and legato singing as I! - a "believer" when I was singing, if not at other times...I was as I say! a shoo-in!
But I completely forgot about this audition! and when the organisers rang my mother as to why I hadn't shown up...and all she could say was "that I forgot"....needless to say she was incandescent with rage that I could have passed up an opportunity like that....with a significant financial reward, as well. I felt no guilt whatsoever,...they should have cancelled the bloody audition...."Rejoice. Rejoice", indeed....how could the words and notes come out of my mouth feeling the way I did???watching the whole thing on black and white television. Thinking that my little world had changed forever.
Dear classmates, yet again, I'm going back to that initial and somewhat OTT offering of 3rd July...just before the glorious 4th, to edit it and make it more palatable and less offensive...my aim was never to offend...but truth, as I see it! is truth???and that's the amazing thing about "truth"...there ain't any such thing...it's a moveable feast...it's transitory...it's just a Goddamned WORD! What is truth today is misinformation tomorrow...does any of you feel like me...swimming in the midst of a whirlpool...but still able to tread water?
Back I go to make my last contribution a little less OTT!
Please forgive me if your're one of the people I offended...blame ot on The Famous Grouse!
Best wishes to you all..can't wait to see all the people who want to see me...although that number might be diminished by my last email....but, on the other hand, you might want to put me right!
Best wishes to you all,
Patty...the most "piggertly" of all the piggerts...
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